endzog’s last post. 21st~Sep~2004. endzog is no longer being moderated.
“Every year is getting shorter, never seem to find the time,
Plans that either come to naught, or half a page of scribbled lines,
Hanging on in quiet desperation is the English way.
The time is gone, the song is over,
Thought I’d something more to say.
Far away across the fields,
The tolling of the iron bell,
Calls the faithful to their knees,
To hear the softly spoken magic spells.”
So where do we stand brothers in this struggle? We sleep at night and dream a vivid dream of this world in which we suffer and laugh, gain and lose, but from which we ultimately awake marvelling at the reality of what was but in the end naught but a feverous drama.
We may dream a meaningless pottage of nothingness, a joyful, temporary rest from life’s struggle, or even a warning from above about the course of our lives below as I dreamed some days ago in a magical afterworld wherein I was taken into purgatory.
Taken for the sin of worrying too much for, and placing too much of my consciousness into, the fight for the people of this world and my white race in particular, against the mighty foe of Satan who’s Lordship dominates it, and becoming too angry and too vengeful and too vindictive against the enemy for the good of my soul, while all the time gradually forgetting to cast the gaze of my mind and soul higher, to look toward heaven and the pull of the light of God and my greater destiny.
A dream in which I entered from a darkened thickly planted forest a land of stone without sun or moon or stars or animals or plants or water, and was thrown by the devil landlord who, tall and stern and ancient, stood upon a path below a high sheer mountain of rock, cast me down an incline of rocky boulders broken only by a stone path beneath a high cliff into a lonely valley of fear and crushing awareness of sin, that place where those who have struggled for truth and carried the banner of God but still covered their souls with the darkness of attachment to this world, lie or sit for many years denied the light of God before setting out once again on their pilgrimage upwards.
Eternal hell alas is the future home of most of humanity today and almost every child now born; the nether regions in which the Jew feasts and abominates in his true home while torturing and burning his captured Goyim, those whom he has prized from the Hands of God and tempted to this fate by sweet sickly promises of happiness on earth wrapped in sweets labelled sexual freedom, personal happiness, coexistence, tolerance, multifaith, diversity, pluralism, multiculturalism, women’s rights, homosexual rights, and soon paedophiles rights.
Thanks to the workings of the Jew and his infiltration and corruption of the Goyim institutions, first of freemasonry and then the religious institutions of God, and all to serve his own ends, the people of the world do not understand anymore who they are. They are told who they are and who they should be and what they must and must not think.
When once a man’s dignity came in serving his Lord with prayer, submission and devotion, protecting his family from all harm, ensuring the education of his children and the feeding and protection of his home, fighting to the death to protect his tribe, race, nation and faith from all who would impinge on it’s peace, he is now just a hairless never-growing up, immature boy ever playing with toys, running from responsibility, a butterfly chasing sensuality, a slave in a job without any other merit than the coinage to survive, no longer master in his own house but a slave of a monstered female who often kills his children in the womb or casts him out from their care as she would an old brush in order to cohabitate with some newly-arrived African savage sold to her by the Jewish ad machine.
When once he laboured in fresh air in the fields and drank the pure water of streams and made with his own hand all he used and all he wore he is now just a component of a human meat mincing machine, the driving of which is ever replaced by cheaper components through a constant elevating of the poorer masses of every land, including the tribes of the remotest jungles and all in the name of globalism, and all fed like sheaves of wheat for winnowing into a great order of humanity that leaves their own humanity behind in a trade for beads and shells.
And as each new grunt arrives at the bottom of the wheel the one at the top of the wheel who is now too tied up with debt to compete drops off, loses his home and possessions and falls into the pit of failure and loss, no more the man he started out, having handed over his own heritage as a creator of his own destiny to a monstrous government, and done so in such a way that his only future is to be at their disposal, begging at their table, an ever-deprived, ever fearful dependent.
The chained masses now exist in an time which when young, fresh and exciting appeared to be an age of new understanding and light, of newfound exploration of consciousness and human freedom, but which was really a long-planned revolution against God by the Lord of the worlds, He at whose command and dispensation this worldy existance rises and falls over the millenia from one chaos to another, and out of which threshing he hopes to use his powerful magnet of materialism to draw the souls ever closer and closer until, forever denied the spiritual birthright of their souls, he fastens their living carcasses secure and tight to his eternal sphere of darkness.
Once the heavens were decked only with those souls called angels who made up it’s eternally fixed strata like bricks in a great wall one over another piled up in divine bliss below the canopy of the Creator.
Then it came to pass that the Lord gave some of these angels some measure and capacity of independence, some identification of I or self, some separation that would allow a greater love, for when there is no sense of separation there is no longing for more love. Thus those angels closest to the top of the heavenly hosts enjoyed more than just being, but at the peradventure of a balance between struggling to greaten their love and the new danger of submitting to a downward pull into their new-found primal ego. A balancing act which pitched spiritual selflessness against the temptation to seek aggrandisement of self.
It was after that time that God created a new form of being made out of sparks or drops of His own being and called souls. These new beings would be sent down into new regions below the heavens which would have their own beauty and attractions, a fairground in which these particles of His own Self were to be endowed with a sense of separation and individual ego and who would wander in a forest of dualities; good and evil, happiness and sadness, riches and poverty, pain and pleasure, male and female and each be tested in their love of Him.
And it would come to pass that in order to sustain this creation those particles which choose the world over their creator would become eternal bricks sustaining it, and those who ever anguished with a deep memory and longing for their father and who ever in the back of their minds felt a deep loss without Him would go home. And the winning prize for such true souls would be a payment higher than the angels who had not earned their place by exile, and that payment would be to ultimately merge in Him and become Him.
And this new world commenced in the form of the most beautiful of gardens in a realm between heaven and earth, the gain of which, should they still remain pure, would be to maintain their new physical forms in a spiritual-material paradise the loss of which, through the downward pull of ego towards sin, would be to fall into the grossly material world of endless birth and decay into which we all, the children of those ancestral beings, inhabit now.
Then Lucifer, the brightest light among all the angels, He who saw himself as being next to God in refulgence, once he had obtained a sense of separateness from the supreme Godhead realized his own majesty above the other angels beneath himself, and in the cause of furthering his own glory rebelled.
For Lucifer mused that as much as these new beings called humans were destined to suffer, surely their prize was greater than his own who was ever to remain a mere second to God while the human could become part of the fabric of God Himself if so blessed and so motivated?
And he therefore decided to try to unseat God and take his place and so, spreading dissidence amongst all the legions of angels below him, who like leaves on a tree all depended on his roots, he lit the torch of the first spring of primal jealousy of angel against man, he commanded and commenced a great war. However, beaten in that fray by the angels of his own rank he was then along with all his legions expelled from the heavens into a nether world created just for him. A dungenous world of darkness lit only by his light and the light of the fires of anger and hatred for God and man which illuminated its cavernous walls.
And it was there he schemed to seize a better abode to add to his vast sepulchre, and that abode was the material regions created to house the human and all the souls who made up every living thing, man, plant and animal. And such was his hatred for human, animal and plant that he would destroy the peace of every living thing on that earth and drag all it’s souls into the pit of his hell. And surely if he could not win the victory to seize heaven he would surely win the war to seize earth.
For even the plant and the animal were superior to the angel, for as a consequence of the long migrations of the souls through a region of birth and death, and a wandering through life after life, all these beings ultimately rose to the surface and became men, all of whom having taken the human form then posessed a door within through which they could begin the journey back to their original home, or failing to seek God to fall back into the lower orders once again, or if they had sinned into a spell in the prisons of purgatory, or if they had truly embraced the material over the spiritual and commited sins most foul, be condemned into eternal hell. And why is hell eternal? Because there is simply no escape from the clutches of the real Jerusalem.
And so Lucifer king of the fallen angels sought to send his own legions to inhabit the material region, but they had to be at the top to have the greatest chance to succeed and so he sent them originally as parasites that fed on the sick bodies of the creatures of that plane, and these parasites worked their way upward until such time as they found themselves taking birth through evil wombs alongside humans and bearing all their resembelances, and these parasites were given the name of Jew for that was the name Lucifer choose for his angels, his new people who would live alongside humans and ever work to corrupt and destroy their souls, fashion their minds to the likeness of his own mind and genocide their bodies in every way he could, by war and the creation of war and the profits of war and the destruction of the tribes and races and genders into which God in His wisdom had placed them, and out of His mercy for them, that they could have some foundation in which to maintain the stability to grow to reach back to Him. So that the human could advance to the higher races and to the highest race and the highest gender to reach closer to having the intelligence and finesse of spirit to draw a map of the path to find his way home and the rules and disciplines to reach it.
So where do we now stand brothers in this struggle? The Jew has almost eaten the entire creation alive. He has long subjugated Western humanity so that it’s greatest achievements now either lie in ruins, remain as tourist attractions, degraded structures, or been converted into something else, something vile such as churches into discos or gay clubs. And all the great books and philosophies of the White race he has quietly incinerated at the back of the libraries he now controls, or rubbed their memory out of the academe, education and history books he now commands.
Today the White race, that very epitome of the cream on the milk of creation, that race whose achievements always towered above the efforts of the Asian races and the mud huts of the African races, long poisoned by the Jew’s buying and corrupting of it’s leaders, is today brought almost to nothingness.
Nothing today has any credence in the public eye outside the Jew culture, where the glory of the example of the blessed virgin Mary has been replaced by the abomination of a slug rolling in Jew filth called Miley Cyrus. Where Jesus is a laughing stock to the perverts of humanity swinging along through the endless party of game-shows, international and national sporting events, Jubilees, non-stop breaking Jewsmedia and porn, Where there are no more White heroes, no more great white men are permitted to exist, and the only White men allowed to join the circus are the cock-suckers of the Jews like cultural Marxist race-traitor, with his human blood-drinking Jewish vampire wife, Brad Pitt.
And where the people once turned their eyes to heaven for salvation they now believe that they will never die and that when the time comes to admit that indeed they will then they must just have the decency to keep quiet about it, unless the Jew wishes to use it as some sort of political opportunism for one of his corrupting or money making or war provoking causes.
JESUS ON THE JEWS:
John 8:44:”Ye (the Jews) are of your father the devil (the Jews are the children of Lucifer and his legions who have taken birth in the world alongside the children of God), and the lusts of your father ye will do (i.e Hollywood and the Jewish pornography industry). He was a murderer from the beginning (i.e. Up to 100 million white Christian Slavs and Russians killed by Jewish Bolshevism and communism in the Soviet Union and Eastern Europe and millions of Germans even after the second world war from starvation, and all the wars they have started down the ages, backing and arming both sides both for profit and to weaken those civilizations), and abode not in the truth, because there is no truth in him. When he speaketh a lie (The holohoax), he speaketh of his own (the Jews): for he is a liar, and the father of it.” – Jesus Christ.
Time to pause and think when all else related to the struggle in this world against Satan and his Jewish and Jew-fag whores seems to have failed. Time to still the waters of the mind to allow the light to settle and reflect in the mirror of eternal truth. For none of us now know how to take matters forward on this plane. Mankind has entered a tunnel of darkness at the end of which either the dawn of a new hope will begin, or the Jew World Order will dawn on a brainwashed, sleeping, unsuspecting planet, a benighted, darkened plane which henceforth will forever be in torment, a hell in this world as well as a hell in the next.